From October 31, 2024

Happy Halloween!

I’m a patient on the Behavioral Health ward of a hospital in Portland, Oregon. Last Saturday, I came to the Emergency Room, asking to be admitted. I have suicidal and homicidal ideations; No plans. We knew you were right: A big enough lynch mob of hate and torture will break anyone. To commit suicide, they think that I could jump off of a very high cliff.

The doctors and nurses want nude photos of “the breasts” of the Frankenstein, Satanic, monster that they have me hidden under. I’ll have to demand discharge. They haven’t given me any phone messages. It’s another abduction. I’m being held hostage.

I’m without direct contact.

I’ll keep trying to write out.

This was a note that resulted from a 1:1 meeting with a therapist, today. Y’all are right. Sam Hithye is good to me and I am exponentially happier with him with me. Thank you, for your unconditional love and support. I wish that I could talk to y’all.

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1. Write down what you want, from your heart

2. What you really love & makes you feel happy

I have to commit suicide. I am being forced back into a homeless shelter. People are pretending that I’m insane. Currently, I have assets and money in my name. The military is forcing me to be a displaced indigent. I have refused to surrender my legal rights, as a born U.S. citizen. Nobody ,or, no thing, can claim that they own me. I’m trapped like an opossum. My hands are tied.

I want direct contact with my family and loved ones. I want to live with Sam Hithye, as husband and wife. I want to feel emotions, as a human being, and have experiences. I want to travel, with Sam Hithye, and see the sights. I want all of my legal rights and Civil Liberties. I want to be in love with Sam Hithye, my husband. I want to be dutiful, devoted, loving, honest, transparent to him, as his wife.

I love to read and write, freely. I love to listen to music. I love to chat with my loved ones. I love to go hiking. I love to walk. I love to eat and drink, taste, nourishment for my spirit. I love nature.

I’m being selfish. I’m asking to quit because fighting the evil in men among us is too difficult. We won’t give up our Country. We will protect our children. We will fight for our freedoms.

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